I have two legs and a functional spine. I have a college degree in economics, so know more about how money works than many. I have a house paid for, though certain things need improvement. I have a small business (3 clients). I have a savings account that increases with my frugality. I have hyper-awareness of the source(s) of my pain. I have a support system with people who listen who aren’t related to me by blood and are. I have a mind that is motivated to heal the brain. I have today. The place where change happens. I have freedom. Healthier coping. Like less generic mental health reading online, water to calm body, and do fun things for me.